ThX My FrienD^^

i fall sick until nw, its hard n pain but thx for your caring~ i feel better alr~today go out with ratna ,you and pinwen~its really ok tat i go out with pinwen but i scared pinwen wll scold me or watever , im good girl , right?? haha

NoW LEts Be FRIend AnD wAit

today we quarrel ,i ask u do you want to know why am i angry, u told me u dont want because even though u know it, u also cant help me~and you said u r useless ~fine! i said you are important to me ,ok!
After the stupid quarrel , i feel supper comfortable ,haha~LOL ,so lets continue be friendzzzzz! my important friend^.^

Im SCareD Of yOu, Do YoU KnOW ThAT

I scared you left me alone with no reason, i started scared about you, i scared you will angry when i speak anything to you, i started keep silent when im with you, at anytime tat without you, i got a lot of things i wan to tell you but i saw you, i dont know wanna say wat...im started become silent with you becox i dont wan you left me alone so i keep silent and dont tell anything to you but you started dont like (i guess) me,you started dont bother me , i dont know wat i must do for you...so silent started become my protection with you and me...

WhY Am I AnGry ABout U ToDay

ok~im sensitive i nid to take my medicine, you forced me to do the stupid math homework,ok, i know tats my jod , fine but you got ask me when i nid to pass up,those question is for today math period because our stupid mr wong nvr come, everyone just copy with others, its ok but u said i math failed one,ok, tats truth but can u just keep silent with tat stupid topic??im a stupid in math! can .Just like someone say u ,u r chinese stupid and tat person is your girlfriend , do you feel good, one time nvr mind ,laugh laugh then pass but u repied and repied for how many times in front of my friend, are you my boyfriend or u just my best freind ???and y you can scold me?? you late for everyday, i stand at the stupid mrt for minimum of 20 mins , did i say anything to you, did i angry about and scold you???After school you come find me with your smile , wtf, enough ! u stll dont knw wat im angry abot, you jst walk away and talk with your friend , laugh like hell , your eyes flashed with happiness . nw i knw who is the real one of you. horrible!! 

YoU SaID You woRRied I wILL ChanGE mY FeeLiNg AboUt YoU

Fine ,this is the question i worried about you, you started to do everything you like... i cant joking with you agian, u looks so fierce... i cant laugh about you...you will get angry quickly....u started stop asking me why...you just dont bother me even im angry about you...enoGH...i think you think im difficult to care about alr, you tired already, right?? then just left me behind...im so heartbreak...i rejected so many boy just becox of you!! fine! if you think im not important ,i will go!! go as far as i can!

Ten goody about you

1.When I'm sad you will quickly make me happy
2.Everybody don't know I'm not happy but only you
3. You will always walking outside and let me safe
4.You are the one who protect me when in school
5. You will arrange my messy timetable and tell me what to do
6.You really care about me
7. You will message me until I wanna sleep
8. You will tell me when you got anything going on
9. Thanks for worried about me
10.thanks for loving me:)

My stupid sister

You know why I hate my sister right, today she came back to Malaysia with me , she talked slot of stupid thing infrond of my mother, she don't let me to buy my flavour book but why she can bought anything she likes?? I love that book for two years already:( today I knew You worried abbot me when Ratna told me, I was super happy but I never saw you today......haaaizzzz~ why god don't want let us to meet or our decision is wrong one??

Another BoY

Someone like me...and he keep message me and i think i can let you threw out from my mind and accept him but i cant ...i just cant forget you...he said he will wait for me but i wont change my mind, this is the only think i knew...A lot of handsome boys keep asking me want to be their girlfriend or not but i keep rejecting ...i told you before , i  love you is not because of your out looking i love you using my  most sincere heart ...i feel really safety and comfortable when we stay together ... i no need to pretend myself to "fake" laugh or smile infront of you...you are the one who make me happy and more better (when we were together),you are the one who knew im not happy but i pretend happy.so you are the one i love...

Im just alone

I saw you when racial harmony day(after school) when i want to call you, i saw your ex girlfriend and her friends keep standing around you and keep looking at me...they take photos infront of you n keep looking at me with "fierce" face , like telling me dont stand too close to you...i dont dare to stand close you, i miss a change to meet you again...you are just standing there but i just cant call you, we both like stranger ...After that i went into the bus and went to china town, when we started to go , you still standing there , i was so sad(badly) inside the bus, looking at you and cant say anything to you even a simple single word like hello.You let me alone again, i was like heart break... i think im the one who "kacau" your ex girlfriend and you to stead together ...and im the most stupid one...and im the one who let everybody hate me...its just my fault!!! im tired...

i get bullied...cyber bullied

I dun have any true friend just because of you but you tell me you will stay with me , i believe you even though i knew it will end up very quickly ... but i never think that was your fault ... its really ok and nevermind but they bullied me , this is the main point, everyday i wish i can met you, is it really difficult??even one minutes thats enough to me...but i get bullied by others where are you??? when im going to cry and starting to miss you,where are you?? enough...thats enough to me =xyxy

Stay with me...baby

Today never saw you,keep turning my head searching for you. I whole day never eat, my stomach pain until like got knife cut me, wish you are there when i stomach pain...Today Liyee , Joy and Jiayu make fun  of me,they drew "me" and keep laughing on it and they let others senior see it, all just laughing at me,where are you???I was like going to cry,i need you...i need you to hug me and tell me dont bother about them, you will protect me.You told me before you will protect me, won't let anyone bully me but now?? Even your sister too, i feel like going back to Malaysia , i dont want stay in this kind of "bad" environment, i come here study is because the stupid cert...i just because some reason and become fake"brave"...can i just be a simple girl...??

WhEre is YoUR StuPiD PrOmiSE

Am i stupid or you just dont care, i waited you at the stupid canteen in this morning, yesterday u said u wll find me and took back your protractor , i thought you will come but at the last you never come...i am very stupid right??? if you dont love me anymore just tell me dont call me to wait for you, you change,totally, you are not reliable again, you just talk but never do. If you dun care or love me again, you dun have the feeling again, just tell me, i wont say anything i wll just tell you , you are the one that i love you the most but you are the one who end up the story so i...hate...you!

ThANks foR wATchINg mE wHEn Im cRY ANd faLL!!

YoU ArE THe OnE WHo LEt Me KNow EvERyThInG

You are the one who let me know actually not every boy so" disgusting ". After i knew my father got other woman outside. I started become emo and more emo, i think everything in the world wont let me happy again and i think i wont smile again. I dont believe anyone and i think every boys were "dirty"and "disgusting"just like my father. I started stead with different type of boy , we never hug, kiss even hold hand, i just play thier feeling or something like play with them and at the end i will just leave them alone（break with them）and wont feel any heart breaks. i just want them to know when a girl like you a lot dun lie to them and find another girl , this kind of behavior is really humble, i want them to know how sad am i when i knew my father got another woman outside and have two children and one of  them is same birthday with me , i put my happiness on those boys but until i know you,everything had change .Actually i was just playing with you at the first when we stead but after a few weeks ,  you let my know what is love  but i just cannot trust you in 100percent, i scare one day you leave me alone  or whatever i wll cry until like hell and there wll be a forever wound on my heart so dont blame me...im really sorry but i just wanna tell you,you are the only one that love by my most sincere heart...^^

Collection love

I jst wanna collect love photos and print out for your birthday present ,100pictures,jst becox i love you...jst wanna tell u, i wanna stay wif u together till u dun like me anymore or u jst dun care about me, i wll jst cry n left n i dun wan see u anymore ...wont love anyone anymore...heartless forever...jst becox of u

Thanks for talking to me...

Thanks tat i can met u today...i reali miss u...thanks u r there when im alone...but the most beautiful moment jst passed reali fast ...wish i can meet u again even though jst a mins my heart wll stll bound until like hell, jst like i frst time saw u,i love u is not becox of your out looking , i love your heart ,i love your odd behavior, i like the way jst u r~

Walk and Run pass me~

Its recess time, went to canteen with my best friend, suddenly a shadow run pass to me, so familiar....its you~ !you run into your classroom, i thnk u nvr saw me keep turning my head and searching for you~my friend asked:y he nvr talk to you since few months ago, i jst reply:hehe, i also dun knw ...

Heart break

I was standing inside the bus, going bck home,wish i can met you,when i passed by the traffic light...i saw  a girl walking home wif u, your eyes flashed with happiness . i was like going to cry, how can u do tat to me. our promises ....do u forget or just dun even care abot it???? after i reached home,sitting there...dun knw hw to forget tat image...